Well, we are finally posted. D.C. We will be living in Virginia in a friend's mum's house. Schools look good, the area looks lovely, I look forward to getting a job and arranging the house. I'm hoping for a fresh start. I'm praying for peace and happiness (though i'm not delusional and don't expect to get much of either of those).
We are out of Leavenworth as of next (Not this) Sunday. June 30th. a short 11 days. We are in the process (again, still) of sorting to trash, long-term storage, give away, take with. So far the kids are doing a great job, I have much already packed, other stuff separated to pack; my boxes, paper, and bubble wrap ready to go. Tape and (I hope) markers at the ready. But this is a crazy busy 11 days, squeezing in chiro and dental appointments, and a vet apt I forgot about.
We are "talking" about what to do and where to go on "vaca" before we go East and North. Eureka springs if I'm truly lucky. Niangua to my Renee's grave to say good-bye, Baker Seed's to get my garden starters, hopefully something for the 4th of July, hopefully our bbq but it is July and it'll be hot as sin. Then we 'talked" about "vacas" after we are there. Assateague/Chincoteague, Baltimore, Virginia Beach, Williamsburg, Harper's Ferry, Hershey Park...a few places we've seen, a few we haven't. I look forward to Ikea (I know), Folger Shakespeare Library, the flea market at Eastern Market, the Smithsonians...
I continue to send out actual cards for birthdays to family, I hope to get my sewing machine fixed as it is my therapist (even when it makes me mad cause I mess up), I hope to get my own computer back so Juj will quit being pissed at me, and I hope to get some happier pictures on this blog. I just like my sad trees. Perhaps pictures of summer or foliage or bricks and old houses/buildings. Dunno. But right now I'm just tense and stressed and my surly lil self.
~~~~ We just came home from Lilies Sunday. It was mostly a brilliant war. I gave the kids much more freedom than they are used to and they did quite well. They brought me an extra 8 or so kids who would hang about our living room and eat snacks, drink juice boxes, sing, be silly, make smores. I loved it! :D I took a few classes, not nearly enough, but making hennins (which I'm excited about doing), making Turkish wrapped buttons (which I hope to buy the stuff for in the next 2 weeks after we leave here) and Punto in Aria (ecstatically happy and excited! I'll be keeping in touch w her for much more education and such!) and a couple belly dance. Juj took two adult classes and a teen class. He did 2 bronze castings and made something as a gift. And he built a mug with clay. He's so cool! Echo did not, Absolutely NOT, get a first boyfriend as neither are allowed to date. But a mutual crush was had by both and he is nice. I really like him (Lars. he has a name. 16. Well-manner'd, courteous...)
So, it's time for Dr. Who and my family requires my attention.
Anyway, that's it, in a nutshell. the tension is too thick to write currently, I must de`stress
it's been so very long. my computer is fixed but as the code to the internet is lost i am still on Juj's computer.
ReplyDeletethe house did not work out, sadly, as i wound up just playing phone tag w the realtor so we are in Alexandria/Fairfax. And we are mostly settled and moving is on our horizon. it is exhausting. every day is exhausting. the tension in this house is exhausting. But for now we have a lovely yard that goes straight out to the woods with the gift of fox(es) and deer who frequent our yard. I have a lil job at a day care just around the corner and hope to find further employment if i can ever get over this asthma attack.
the kids are settling in so the idea of a move depresses them. i think we are all done with moving and i hope Spring with her warmth and sun, the rebirth of plants around us and all helps to sort us out.
I have so much to say, some of which i can't and others which i'll wait for tomorrow to do.
tonight i will try to sleep. I'll try to think good things and positive thoughts and radiate love and peace and prayer and forgiveness. This is becoming increasingly difficult for me. People around me are hurt, are hurting, are being hurt. and i feel helpless and hopeless.
So there it is. almost a year out and more of the same maudlin bullshit i always type.
tomorrow (i hope) i will write about Joy. i know, you don't believe me. just wait and see.